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claim it as your own.
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So many questions, so little answers. But they're there, hiding in the shadows.
For about 20 minutes I had a very profound and emotional description typed out, telling all of my questions and doubts briefly and to the point. But I just stared at it and reasoned through it all, and I think I'm better now. But not entirely sure. I know what I need to do now.
It's just a matter of whether or not I'm strong enough on the inside to do it. No, I'm not committing suicide. That would be so much easier.
This battle will be long and hard, and so far, I think I'm losing.